My moment came when a girl in year 5 came down to the library with her class mates. Instead of coming to borrow a book from the library she'd brought one in from home.
"Miss" she said "this is one of my favourite books, I've read it at home and I want to donate it to the school library."
I was so humbled by her gift that I simply couldn't accept it, I offered as an alternative to read the book myself and then get a copy in for the library, so that she could take her copy back home.
That is how I came to be reading Sunita's Secret this week: a story that I would never have picked of my own choosing. From the cover and the blurb it looked like a girl's view of high school and frankly I have never enjoyed books of a certain genre (chick flicks knock me sick).
As I read the first two or three chapters I found it to be a very typical chick flick style of story. Sunita, the central character starts her time at Coppergate High School and has to contend with the popular gaggle of girls who take an instant dislike to her. She then has to fend off the 'losers' who try to befriend her whilst carrying the additional burden that she has a secret. She has joined Coppergate after her family recently had moved to the town, escaping the fall out of their fugitive father who had been caught embezzling funds from his clients.
In short, the 1st half of the book reads thus:
girl joins high school and has no friends,
girl tries to carry on with life alone after being picked on by 'cool girls' who know her past,
girl eventually succumbs to the pressure of her 'loser' peers and befriends them.
As this is all told in 1st person narrative, there isn't even any real beating round the bush when it comes to Sunita's opinions on things.
"While I had no friends, I would always be the odd one out. On the other hand, I din't want to be one of the odd ones. I did not want to hang out with losers. I would only give in if I was desperate, and I hadn't got there yet..." p55
It's around the middle of the book that things start to improve, the plot growing when A) Sunita finally realises the value of having her friends and B) she starts doing secret things to help other people. The pivotal moment is when the coolest girl in the school loses her bracelet and without making a fuss, Sunita returns it to her locker quietly leaving her to find it there later in the day. She tells her friends about her 'quiet good deeds' and the good deed fever starts to spread secretly around the entire school.
Before too long everyone is doing acts of kindness for others without bragging about it. This was a novel idea which reminded me of the old 'pay it forward' philosophy. However, things take a real turn when this same coolest girl in the school stands up and takes credit for everything, leaving Sunita caught between telling the truth (which would mean her acting in secret would make her sound like her fraudster father) and sitting back whilst letting someone else take the credit for her hard earned work and kindness.
This gave me plenty of food for thought. As a person who works hard and takes a lot seriously, I found the moral dilemma a real cause for discussion. In fact I've sat down with several family and friends and posed a 'what would you do' question. The truth is no one likes seeing other people get the credit for their own good deeds, but that's the very nature of what makes them good: the fact that we do them without complaint or proud boasting. Those who take advantage and do others wrong should be forgiven but of course by no means forgotten. It is my belief that you can let go of a person who was bad for you without wishing them ill or feeling bitter resentment (it's one of the hardest things in the world but it can be done). As a famous prayer from Mother Teresa says:
"it's between you and God. It was never between you and them anyway."
With this being Easter and with forgiveness being at the very essence of this time of year, I think this book was a perfectly timed read and I'm so chuffed that it was recommended to me by a pupil who would have thought about the book's morals and taken something positive from it. This is a book someone else recommended and it's 13 on my list. This time I would also like to leave a post with a copy of the prayer, it's definite food for the soul.






